10:32 PM
hey i jus have no mood lar.......k i fell out wif lots of ppl liao....i don noe wht;s wif me this days lar k its really hard to be happy lar.....wen i see other ppl family so happy i always ask myself why cant my family be like that ? i will be honest k my family is on the verge of breaking out k .....i m Scared k i don wanana lose any body i i jus feel so tired now i have done so much its really time is took a break........but i really have no time u all don noe wht i feel.........i have been bottling up my emotions for so so long......gona explode soon.... some times i jus wana run away and never come back......why why why ????? i also cannot figure out .........its really hard to love someone but its even harder to get someone to love u ...maybe its time i jus let go.......but i really cannot afford it.........haix i m really really lost now......this world is really crazy it tears u apart into pieces until u jus break down ........ i really noticed a change in me now a days .... i been so not cheerful lol it really so not me but i cant jus fake happy i jus cant do it ......u will not understand how i feel...........thx about all for now........
lennard :(
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