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9:15 PM




have u every felt like there is this inner person and emotions trying to get out?
like there is a thousand and one emotions trying to break out of u...
to get free and to be heard...

i m like feeling dam emo now...
after listening to a dam emo song...
plus my head is like spinning lar....
i don feel so good after all....
i m so emo now...
i jus listened to a song....

i was jus thinking....
if i lost her....
i don even wana imagine lar....

anyway yea i'll leave u with a video...
it explains how i feel
ps: i love u baby gal


lennard
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8:54 PM




okie so hi readers?....
i m like dam stressed but happy....
anyway today woke up at like 8 ....
called chuan teng....asked if there was school today ...
he said NO...initially i was like....
U SURE MAN??
but i heard laughters....so yea
i happily went down to school....
but like i saw all of them comming out....
haha they kena chased out/.....
cos there was no LESSOns
k so like wateva me and chuan plus hua went to changi jus to eat BK....
so like played there for like 4 hrs?

anyway my gal's comming back liao....
its been ages since i have seen her....
she will be back for 2 months...
anyway i'll upload and show u pictures of her ....
ENJOY
















k i m gone bye
lennard
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1:10 PM




as i have mentioned i will be going over to new york for 2 weeks
so this morning i woke up....
askin my mom for my passport....
initially she said asked my dad....if he say can dan can lol
so my kind daddy jus agree lol....
he even told me about the place can...
so this morning i went to ask her...
cos last night i got a message from chuan teng ...
he told me to bring my passport to school
so he can pass to his mom dan she can book the tickets...
by the way the ticket there is $2500 + $500(airport tax)
is it really like 3k lar...
plus i m flying my SIA ...transiting in Germany
but wht the hell lar....
SHE SAID NO..
like wht the hell lar....
wen i told her she said i can go ...she said...
i only ask u to go ask your dad i never agreeed to let u go...
seriously larr.....

i was dam pissed off
this morning during assembly....
sean asked if i was very pissed off cos my face was dam black
seriously i head liers lar....
even during the wedding my parents talked abt it....
all my cousins say jus let him go larr....
dan she said i never let u go...jus cos your dad says yes doez not mean u can go
i was dam pissed off i called her lier infront of all her cousins....
dan she pai seh and shut up liao....

so i don care liao i m going there
weather they allow or don allow...
HECK CARE...

i jus got news i cant go liao ...trip canceled...
wht the cock....but still
cos i clashes with alot of things that i have...
haha but chuan is going to buy all my stuff for me haha....

lennard
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10:01 PM




k hey all readers....
i jus came back at like 8 plus k
anyway had dinner at long john silver with li min....
so yea had badminton training today....
so yea i very tired....
not eve gona do hw lar....
lazyness jus murdered me ...
anyway after dinner at lJS i sent her home....
cos it was already very dark so yea....
she was dam funny pls...

haha
anyway readers i have something important to tell u guys...
wasn't suppose to tell u guys...but yes...
i will be going to NEW YORK on the last 2 weeks of the june hoildays
cool huh....haha its confirmed liao...haha
so happy plus excited...
FYI: i will be going with chuan teng only...
so which also means i m travallin alone together with him....
yea going to new york to visit his aunty larrr....
haha so jus go for the fun out of FUN....
like don bother asking me to buy the things u wan ....
i will only buy if my bag allows me too
anyway i will be gone for 2 week...
will try to bring a laptop....

k so i shall update my schedue for june yea....
serves as a reminder to u And me

1-21st - 21 days fast
8th june 2008- Safra quadrathon
9-11th June 2008- Youth camp
16-30th june 2008 - sexy new york


anyway cheers ppl thatsa all
lennard

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12:28 PM




FREAKING MOODY PLUS PISSED OFF
like wht the hell lar.....i don know why i have such mixed emotions...
anyway i messaged someone this morning....
okie never reply...this like really pisses me off
wht more i invited u to church...
what the mother is wrong with u...oh my GOD lar.....
honestly i m starting to HATE U NOW like to the CORE
seriously you're jus a normal stuck up bitch....
why why why....
i used to like being with u....
now u have changed....i don understand

is it me or is it jus u ?
U know if u don wana go at least TELL ME !!
i hate last minutes.....
why do u have to freaking LIE to me?
do u like F*** hate me ??
i m so so so super pissed off....
i seriously cant find anymore reason to not hate u plus screw your fat faggot life
u worhtless bitch...i freaking had enough of u and your SHIT
i m going mad larrr.....
U were like on top of my list to bring to church people....
but u know....wht the hell lar....
seriously seriously seriously
SCREW YOUR FAGGOTISE HEAD AND KILL YOUR FAT SELF
serious i don care abt u liao....given up on u...
i m so freaked out and OVER with u
i used to love u so much....
its like you're a different person now...
i did not change it was u ....

stuck up bitch...u jus spoilt my whole day...


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10:59 PM




Mummy's sick....
aiyo she's down with fever...
so she never go to work...i really do pityy her personal assistant lar...
cos my mum has loads of stuff to do...
cos u know she's an executive ...
so her life is super busy...
she jus came back from her business trip like 2 weeks ago...
wa lao she told me all the good stuff she ate...

k anyway today i went to badminton trainin...
like so weird lar can...
dan like miss po when to bring this teacher whom i name as chio bu teacher
but she's quite nice lar...haha
so they played badminton with me...k they totally suck
so there were two boys who ask both the chio bu teacher and miss po to buy them drinks if they both lose...to me
so yes they lost cos we played 100 balls..
i won 100 to 50 haha so cool
anyway its so late going to sleep now...
nites sexy people

lennard

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3:34 PM




hey you all....
i m BACK like finally after so long yea ....
i have been getting lots of complain and many people have been SUANNING me cos i never

link people

? haha.....
anyway i m so relived that Mid-year exams are so over....
like seriously lar....cos i have been staying up late to mug
but lucky every night me, kenrick, minni and sherly will pei me study cos they also need to study for their exams so yea we have conference call ever night without fail for like 3-4 hours until my ears starts to hurt ...
but its fun cos i m able to take in knowledge while we are still taking....


kk anyway i got back my results today....
dam freaking disappointed lar.....
i failed some subjects...those were the subjects that was most confident in lar
freakking pisseed of lar....dan i was like bugging teachers to give me the 1 or 2 marks ....
but u know they wont give....so i went retarded ....
okie but although i failed Chinese i was quite happy with the result cos the over all was like 47 over 100 (FYI: i always get F9 for cl)so its like cooooool....
the listening compre i got 18 over 20.....cool eh
my Chinese is bad but i can do listening compre....so uber happy...
and also my chem paper 1 i got second higest in class k although there were 2 other ppl who got same mark as me....haha i got like 18 over 20 so unexpected can...but yes i m so happy i passed my science...
anyway sean went to go count my English percentage haha 95% over 100%
haha coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool lar.....A1
haha


k anyway wen i was like not blogging so much things happen to me lar ....

PS: THIS MIGHT BE A LONG POST....DANGER
k where do i start....oh yea I'll start on the 03052008....if i remember correctly

k it was a sat so yea kasey informed me,kenrick that we were going to study at pioneer mall with minni and sherly so yes....i happily brought all my stuff plus sweets there in hope of mugging....so yea after service we were suppose to go to head down to pioneer mall to find minni at the mac ...but in the end we did not so we went over to the near by coffee shop to fellowship with the cell until 7 plus wen the sky was dark...so we went back with wei seng,bryan,kasey and jokong to jurong point ...
ws went home and pang seh me,bryan,kasey and jokong..but we wanted to mug so we went inside jurong point to find a nice condusive place to mug and ...poof there was mos burger...yea etc etc..so later after having no mood to mug we decided to leave after like 30 mins so kasey parted from us cos we went to take 172 home...sleeping and talking about how huanted SJI is lar ...wen we reached lot 1 kenrick was hungry so we went to mac to eat and dan later i decided to be random cos i was bored i told kenrick lets go to find them and mug...initaly it was okie but bryan was feel so sad cos he kena dragged along by us haha so no choice....anyway we were going to tong xiao at the mac....so yea we decided to take the mrt instead lol by them it was like 10 plus liao so wen we reached boon lay...we started to debate on which bus would lead us to our destination ... so yea wen we reached kasey and sherly wen to minni's house to take jacket plus books...so there was this FREAKING NERD WITH SUPER HIGH PANTS HIS NAME WAS LIKE YONG WEE INITALLY HE LOOK VERY NICE ...BUT HE LEFT LIKE 40 MINS LATER AND HE WAS LIKE IRRITATING BUGGER WHO LIKE FREAKING CALLED MINNI MANY TIMES DAN HE LIKE SMS SHERLY ..fuck her...THE WHOLE NIGHT SPAM CALL...I HATE GAYS PLUS TOTALLY AND HE IS A GOOD EXAMPLE
K ANYWAY HE LIKE SCREWWED UP THE WHOLE MOOD TO STUDY K so we slacked awhile....
so yea the whole night we were listening to the same macdonalds thingy that played like 70 times...so dam irritating lar...k so yea like sherly and minni went to have a POWER NAP ? aiyo random lar haha k ...

k so i will skip the rest of the part...and move on to the more exciting parts....
k at like 3 am wen i came back from taking a breather...
we went to the playground near minni's house haha...
k like we sat in a circle on the of one of the huge stuff k dan kenrick told us ghost stories haha funny ehhh....yea so sherly and minni was liek super freaked out ...like totally man...sherly was even talking to herself wahahah...
k so at like 4 plus we decided to go back to the mac and mug so on the way back....minni and sherly were holding hands and skippin back like some innocent kids ...so kasey saw this pink glove on the road...it look freaky...so yea the jus took a glance and carried on skipping so ...BEING THE LENNARD GOH that i am..i wen to pick up the glove and scare minni and sherly by throwing infront of thier face from their back....u should have seen larr MILLION DOLLARS expressions ... k so etc etc i wen to carry on scaring the gals...until like we went back to the mac...tired and sweaty and all....k so soon it was day break ...the dawn of the new day ...so yea we parted from minni and went home......

so went home and slept until like 7 plus....haha..i had a good time frenching my bed..haha will post pictures yea

lennard

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10:20 AM




i jus feel so much i need to go back to the place where i first met him
wo hen lei but i jus know through him i m renewed
i wan a touch from him that last foreva....

through my busy schedue i realised that i have neglected my prayer life
i need so much a breath from GOD once more.....
one touch is all i need to bring me through my valleys & dark storms
i love him so much

Dear GOD,
throughout my busy schedue i m so sorrie i have neglected u ... lord u know i love u....i really pray that u take me through this difficult period of exams...i really wana ace this mye ...i don always be at the back i wana be at the front...DAddy i miss my solititude i long to go back and seek your face... i love u so much...i wana be a prayer warrior for u...

lennard

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