Tomorrow's your birthday.... i cant wait to see u again..... but my presents are really bad.... i spent 4 days cut wood to make your name... and now my school instructor threw it away... i'd be lying to you if i said i did not care... i put so much effort into it.... manually sand the wood until my skin came out... nothing is going as i plan.... the present i got u never came... i m really so disappointed......... should i cancel it tomorrow? i really wanna hand make u a super nice card... i promised u i'd would blow you away... seem like now its just all talk huh.... this sucks....i hate it....i hate where i m now i hate making empty promises.... i m so tired of all listenin to empty promises... since young i was promised things... but its never came for me... i swear i will never make an empty promise.... i hate empty promises.... the feeling of knowing that someone is going to get u the thing but it never comes just sucks.... i have grow cold to such promises... i will never trust anyone... i m so lost at wht to do now... all i want now is to get back the wood... i was so devastated when it was thrown away........... never gona let someone hurt me again.... my heart is closed.... i wanna come true for u...