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6:36 PM



really super affected by what i heard today from the people around me...
i went to school today for extra dnt lessons...
WHY IS IT HAPPENING NOW....AT THIS TIME.... :(
helped jack with his dnt doing google sketch up..
from 10-12...
when i was talking to jack today he told me what happened before i came...
i was really taken aback.......
dam hurt...
before i came mr kamar..
told the students not to follow me and stuff all the bad things la...
then when my friend asked abt asking me to do the google sketch up..
he just said i dont know how to do and i was trying to sabo everyone....
during the N leveel submission i stayed till 8 plus to help all the N level students...
i sacrificed my time just to help them i was the one few who bothered to stay back to help them.
and he said i was trying to sabo the N level students....
it really broke me....
he said that because he claimed that i was the one to cause one of his students to get 0 for one of her board.
it wasnt even my fault..i asked the girl 3 times to check if it was ok and then i printed for her...
rushed back to school and stayed back just to help her...
took to days to finish doing her product and this was wht he said...
i was completely torn apart...
i just wanted to cry....
and after we were leaving i asked one of my friend if i could borrow the school mouse.
i asked in a proper manner...
and he just gave me a stare till he entered the room...
then he asked my friend if i wanted to steal a mouse....
he said not to lend me anything at all....
he even accused me of stealing the 2 mouse and the pen for the com that we lost....
deep inside i m so disappoint:(...

WHY IS IT ALL HAPPENING TO ME...I"M NOT ALRIGHT....
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9:28 PM




i never told u how much i love you because words just cant describe the feelings i have for u...
i never told u how much i treasured the times we spent together even just by walking you home cos i wanna do it forever...
i never had so much emotions running through my mind...:(
i"M SO DEPRESSED:(
but you'll never know....
growing up hardly without any love...
then i met u...
you became my whole world....
you were like a friend to me...
why did u have to leave:(
i loved u so much...
i just cant stop thinkin abt you...
i cant stop the tears:(
i was true to u the whole time...
having u in my embrace just gave me the assurance that i was loved....
you never shared anything with me...you shared it with him instead...
when the rest told me i was like a toy to u...
i just broke down ...
deep inside cos i loved u so much....
its so painful to let go...
i think about u every night...
wondering how you feel and wht you were thinkin...
i wanna be there for u...
i dont wanna close my eyes...i dont wanna think about you..
i just wanna be alone now...
:(
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