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8:53 PM





hi guys....
my love goes out to all who prayed for my hand....
its getting better but now i m having cough....
my throat is so cold....jus took the medicine...so sleepy

i was pondering our some stuff jus now....
i was really in the mood to worship....i jus love being in the holy holys....
i know that my DADDy loves me....

last night pastor preached a word...
he sayed t stay connected....
TOUCHING HEAVEN, CHANGING LIVES...
i m really gona start feeding on that word....


anyway we lost today to kraji...5 nil...sad lar...
could not play....so sian....
anyway never got to see the st john gal....
aiya sadded haha

i guess i will end here before i get too sleepy

lennard


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5:34 PM





quite happy and sad now.....
mixed emotions...
super high....

anyway my hand now is like dam pain...
full of blood & i think its fractured....

pls pray for me.....i got a match against kranji this wed.....
pls pray for a speedy recovery....
i really wana play....if i don get well i cannot play...

anyway we won today....yeaa
so teacher treat us bottle drinks...
happy....

but anyway i fell because i was chasing my stupid Junior ...
dan i failed to see some chain dan......
ping....pang ...bong.....ouch...
i fell very painful my right hand ...for a minute i cound not move or even hold my spects.....i was so scared....i jus could not move....
but lucky my leg was not hurt and my watch...which was a gift was not damaged...

anyway i was told to go to the general office to get first aid....
okie jus go.....went inside ask for the first aid box.....
walk out....dan my jounior went to see wht can use....
but lucky my kranji friend was there and also thank GOD that there were some
St'john's ppl yar so one really hot girl came and help me put the dressing...

super funny lar....not pain but she was pouring some pink liquid...i was going crazy cos she was like....aiya don know jus pour....wahha super funny....
but she was smoking hot.....was temptered to ask her number but cos so many ppl i decided to ask this wendesday....and yar i also saw the hot kranji badminton gal jus now....haha i can get her number her coach is my coach...yippy...

ouch now my hand hurts....tata ppl
lennard


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8:19 PM





hi all...i m blogging again wahaha

nth much to say lar ....
i love badminton...

love,lennard

enjoy this video

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6:18 PM





i lost my singles match today...
my heart broke....i feel so disheartened...
i was the only one who lost today.....
i was so nervous.....
i need peace in my heart

today before my match i was praying....
i told him to give me an easy opponent ...
maybe i was not specific....i lost ...
after the match coach talked to me....
i felt like i had let him down and my other team mates....
i was so pissed i jus scolded vulgar words.....i jus could not take it....
i m cracking...i need herrr so muchh

i was to temptered to ask one girl's number.....
jus so bored.....guess i will end here
before my post gets boring...

lennard

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10:34 PM





i felt the peace of GOD....
so touch.....i don wana leave...
but i was so tired,so sleepy.....

today after service....trained
was standing alone ....
was looking at things....
was really very emo...
kenrick started talking abt PAnya
i jus wanted to go....
i jus could not let go

dam i need my secret place....i jus wana spent time a long time worshipping
today pastor preached on faith...i was so lost in though
really really searched my heart...i wanted to pour it out....
i m struggling so much....

John21
"do you love Me, feed My lambs."
"do you love Me, tend My sheep."
"do you love Me, feed My sheep."

i feel so convicted.........i love my big daddy GOD so much

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6:55 PM



i jus came home from my badminton practice...so tired and hungry
...i jus feel so discouraged....i feel so limited....

...i m so hungry now..i cant blog...
no brain juice...

anyway here are the pics of me and chuan and hua at sakae sushi haha...






i need a icebox to keep my heart ...
lennard
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11:01 PM





lynn jus called me...jus now to talk abt my building fund....
i really needa start giving and honor my promises....
especially to GOD....
i don wana procrastinate anymore....i must act on wht i say.....

i jus finished studying....later i m gona revise on my maths...
tomorro is the start of my trainin.....
i m so tired....vexed....

i like a rubber band....stretched ....pulled to my max....
but dan somehow....someone would jus add more rubber in me....to increase my capacity...

i told myself i wont get a girlfriend until i m done with my O levels...
but dan..who knows....

i m so lazy now.....
should i study??

lennard


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10:23 PM





todays service was abt forgiveness......
i really had to reflect into my life.....
but today i jus release every hurt and jus forgive so many people...
i feel so tired,vexed,stresseed out

today i was talking to GOD i jus had so much to talk to him abt....
glad i got it off my chest....

anyway lynn talked to us today....
i really felt that wht she said was a WAKE UP call....
i jus need to jus build relationship instead of rushing people and getting attendance
i m jus so pissed off with myself...

after she talk to us ...chow ask me to learn guitar....
i jus need some time alone....so i jus sat with gary...
but in my heart i was jus so sad and dissappointed.....
i know i could have done so much more.....but i jus did not....

2007 was a year where is learnt how to really step out....grab hold of wht i want and jus take responsibility....and let GOD handle the rest...
i know it ain't up to me to decide....
i'm jus the scriptwriter...

guessed i really needa seat down and think through my smater goal card....
i wana plan....i wana see it come to pass...

i think i will end here...

love,
lennard


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5:35 PM





i m so freaking tired...i need a power nap....
coming home to an empty house i driving me crazy lar.....
but wht to do lar my sis, dad and mom is out....
only left me at home......

being at home good in ways and also very bad....but heck lar....
i wan a huge crumpler bag........so go talk my parents into buying it.....
if all else fails....i will gte my sis to buy for me...maybe she is kind lar hahaa....

anyway so bored so jus blog lol haha
cheers
lennard
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10:57 PM





hi people.....like my new blog skin.....
cool rite haha i know....

anyway i really wana thank samantha for helping me to do the links and the whole blog lar haha....i guess i really suck at such stuff....

but oh well...
maybe i was not born to do such girly stuff.....

haha i have like confessions to make....haha i have not done my homework....haha
stupid maths and A-maths.....haiyo....haha

i m already feeling the stress for N lvl lar.....doin all the stuff.....
i m seriously considering to drop amaths lar.....but i also don wan......
cos like i also don know but yes.....i m still thinkin.....

pls feedback to me if i needa drop amaths....

but yes i m going to start taking tution lar...for maths,and sciences...
heck chinese lar....i don even undertsnad wht the teacher is saying.....anyway we con my chinese teacher that my name was ABLERT GoH wahah...u wana know the dumb part....she belived it....haha

so now she calls me albert haha......
anyway i m really tired now so yes....i will blog again ...sooon

love l
ennard
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6:58 PM



i found this intresting website on irene blog....haha
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

quite true lar haha.....

Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:
You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

How well do you get along with others?

Here is the analysis:
You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

haha alot of test....
i guesss i will blog tomorro now very tired....doing english compo
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9:21 PM






friends u know today was a start of a brand new service......
i really felt so moved so touch....
i did not really listen to the whole sermon...cos of me serving.....

but friends i caught the essence of it.....pastor preached a verse that impacted me.......

John 21:15
So when they had eaten breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?” He said to Him, “Yes, Lord; You know that I love You.” He said to him, “Feed My lambs.”

John 21:17
He said to him the third time, “Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me?” Peter was grieved because He said to him the third time, “Do you love Me?” And he said to Him, “Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You.” Jesus said to him, “Feed My sheep.
the spirit of God was really very strong today....

i mean friends i don wana stay at where i m ......i wana move on to the next level...
i wnaa impact lives and touch others around me.....

but first there must be change.....

the reason i cannot invite friends to church is very simple.......its me....
i must change.....360 into a new person.....

i still wana be a cgl .....


friends let me ask u a question......
How much do u love God??

today i asked myself....i really cannot come out with the answer becos i love GOd so much......but the thoughs of leaving would be so strong.....i don wana be so childish.......

trained alone home.....really great .....i needed some time alone....so peaceful....
i prayed on the train.....for a break thru in my life.....i jus know its gona come....

its not abt why i m here in this earth.....
its abt whom i m here for in this very present moment....

new year is the start of something new.....i m ready for change....i m gona work on it......

today thanksgiving cell....i won the most courage award....i really wana thx all those ppl around me supporting me..in my walk with GOD....

i love my daddy GOD so so much....
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10:56 PM





hi people....
so bored so i decided to blog since i have not been updating ......forgive me pls...

anyway i m talking to evia haha so crazy lar...

k bye bye
lennard muacks


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12:05 AM





jus got off the phone with daniel......had a long talk....

talk abt school today....and stuff.....
i don know but i jus feel a sence of emptyness in me.....so bored,so tired,so stress
i jus got some stuff on my mind......i cant sleep......
i'm not happy inside.......

how i wish i got get all that i one,everything,mine.....
dan i thought if we were all together like last time.......
would it be better??.......

i searched my heart......i jus cant find the answer.....
don know why.....

i'm listening to a song that makes me think.......soothing , slow ....
i feel so calm.........

baby baby baby.......how i long to see u ......so long i have waited......
are u right decision? you live in me ......i jus cant take my mind off u .....
you're the peace in me the part that fits into my life.......baby i need u......


Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough�
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees


lennard
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1:17 AM



memories i have left behind in 2007......i have left behind all my thoughts ...bad thoughts.....thoughts of leaving ....tired.....jus so shacked from the busyness in my life all the distracions

i jus miss those quiet moments ...where i would jus seat by the sea and think....pray and jus for the peace......i miss my moments so much......maybe i cant let go.........

when i hear this song....i would feel peace in my heart so soulfull and i jus feel the peace in my heart........i don wana start this year with mistakes....

i m sure this song would touch your heart



love lennard
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1:59 AM



hey pretty and handsome....

i jus reached home lar....had i very tiring day today .... but fun lar overall.....

counting down was like ....okie lol haha watch and played plus bbq alot of things lar.......i m offically sick now lar...having slight cough and sore throat ...DIE ARH DIE haiya.....haha

anyway this post is for ♥ÞäМmĨĚ♥(st04)...
wana wish a very very HaPPiE bIrtHdaY ...keep smilin keep shining....yea...
she's a sunhine girl wahah never failing to smile


i love u all sexy readers

i guess that be it for now...and yes i will u[pdate more often okie..:)


if maybe there's a chance to read this sweety... I want you to know that I still love you!! And I will do it till the end of time...

How I miss you...
love
lennard


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