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9:04 PM



i m sunburnt*putffff*.
Yesterday was a rather fun day for me, had so much good food and most of all yesterday was my AQUALTHON (run+swim= pride)
The swim was alrighty but the run was dam sian. But on the Good note there were loads of hot chicks:) made friends with some of them.
Hey i got 30 out of the few 100 in my category who also took part. So thats like not bad la...
But yea was really frustrated at the organizes...They suck la...
this is like the worst experience la like a nightmare...there were no proper mats for us to run on to the transition point...
really lousy la...

Anyway i kindoff stood Melinda up yesterday la....it also cos i was dam tired plus i was like dam pai sei if i were to meet her parents so ya...we were suppose to catch a movie plus a nice dinner...oh well her aunt's back from hong kong so ya...at least she had fun with her aunt. Great to know she had fun...

anyway my skin's really hurting now....
gtg bye loves...lennard

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12:27 AM





can i go back to when i first met u?
i cant lie to myself saying i dont like you...
i thought so long about u....
your smile floods my mind...
knowing you're ok daily is more than just feeling great...
i love talking to u ...
i'd bake u a huge heart shape cookie...
seeing u every week has been really great to me....
since young i get almost everything i want...
But thats not enought...
more than material needs all i really want YOU...
i wanna know how u feel about me.....
i really dont give a shit about what the rest says about you....
Sweetie to me you're the most perfect girl...

i love sharing with u know that you'd laugh....
baby your smile's the sweetest....
you're the reason for everything....
i cant get over you...
you're my every reason why i laugh...
you're the reason why my hearts beats....
you're the reason why joy is in my life...

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3:42 PM



i feel so tired ...
i need a break....
will u please...
nothing's going the way i want it..
i need u more than ever....
CALL ME >>> i wish i can pour my hearts out to you...
i miss u baby
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1:54 PM





My minds made up....
not going to change or even intend to look back at my decision...
been let down time and time again by the people i trust...
enough is enough la....
it has not been a one time event that has lead to my decision but its been many occasions.
i feel trapped ...
i'm not enjoying as much as i used to...
i used to love it but now...
its just gone ...
i tired to find back...
for moments i did but u all just let me down again...
but u know at least i can thank GOD knowing i have such a great IC enyun...
she's always very updated about me....
she's not like the others....
she's a person i can pour my hearts out to...
WHO ELSE CAN I GO TO??..
YOU"RE ALL SO FAKE...
i cant keep going just to keep u happy ...
sometimes i hate it....
you're forcing it...
HOW I FEEL IS NOT HOW U THINK I M ok....

well just know when i leave...
i will just wash my hands off everything...
one day i disappear...
you know i m not coming back anymore....
yea u can call me but i wont pick up...
visit me and i'll close my door...
we'll just be friends but i wont come back...
never will i open my heart to u all again....
disappointment...
u can just talk behind my back for all u guys want...
LIKE WHT U ALL ALWAYS DO...
its tooo late for a change now....

yes i still love him....
but my hearts too cold for u all....
never again...
well i m leaving with her...
i guess it was a mistake to bring her huh....
there's not happy ending....
sick and tired of being invincible...
in the whole process i found out the hard way who is with me through thick or thin..
don bother to ask yourself wht u all done...
i wont explain...
i will only pick up certain calls...
other than that u know I DESPICE U....

for a minute just look around and think why are we leaving....
is numbers so important....
2 weeks i'll be gone trust me...
i don know where i'll will be going yet...
surely not going back...
let down to the point that i cant keep forgiving...
i cant just stand aside knowing i dont like wht u are doing....
(only a few people know wht i m talking about, if u know pls keep it to yourself, i trust you.)we'll still be able to hang out...


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