todays service was abt forgiveness...... i really had to reflect into my life..... but today i jus release every hurt and jus forgive so many people... i feel so tired,vexed,stresseed out
today i was talking to GOD i jus had so much to talk to him abt.... glad i got it off my chest....
anyway lynn talked to us today.... i really felt that wht she said was a WAKE UP call.... i jus need to jus build relationship instead of rushing people and getting attendance i m jus so pissed off with myself...
after she talk to us ...chow ask me to learn guitar.... i jus need some time alone....so i jus sat with gary... but in my heart i was jus so sad and dissappointed..... i know i could have done so much more.....but i jus did not....
2007 was a year where is learnt how to really step out....grab hold of wht i want and jus take responsibility....and let GOD handle the rest... i know it ain't up to me to decide.... i'm jus the scriptwriter...
guessed i really needa seat down and think through my smater goal card.... i wana plan....i wana see it come to pass...