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3:33 PM




tired as in seriously....
stressed i'm having a headache now...
home alone.....
pretty emo now...
feeling down and low
i jus saw ........

was jus wondering how i could be better to her
maybe to others as well.....
was googling and using myspace ....
i really don't know wht to believe....
i mean i wanna trust her but if i could only.....
kindoff missin her right now....
i mean i love her so much to die for her ....
every night before my eyelids close she's the last time i think of....
looking at her in the picture...means so much ...
5 yrs is not a short time or a long time....
its been a hard journey painful journey of love.....
maybe i should let go now...
i don wana break my heart anymore.....
my hearts bleeding.....


read the email chow sent me ....
i really lost for words......
so many things are happening....i'm lost
God i need a compass.....
some stuff happened on chow's bday.....
been deep in thoughts lately...
was there a reason?..
i don know how to answer myself and the people around me....
could i have been better? should i have gone there?
loneliness lingers right now
i m really stressed out now.....
depression is slipping in .....

anyway i have made up my mind already ...
i have yet to talk to my parents about my decisions......
i really hope and really pray they will give me their full support.....
probably gona be gone soon ?....
after my O levels i wont be coming back anymore....
maybe its time i find a change in environment...
a well deserved getaway...
for the other plan's i'll see when the time comes....
i hope its a right choice
God bless

lennard

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