i feel really all alone now... i dont know why this sudden feeling.... all alone at home just suck... this few days and a few certain events that took place in my life has certainly got me contemplating hard and long.... some events has really got me down and thinking so much... some times i feel i have lost track in my life.... everything has been blurred away... these clouds and thunderstorm seem to haunt me....
i m hard pressed... stuck in this junction of finding my true identity... its this wht i want...NO i want so much more in my life....
i miss you.... cant u hear me... read my mind... feel my heartbeat... i'll give up the whole world for you alone... 9 more days... to your big day... i'm sending u my love in a teddy bear... its gona cost me alot... but you're worth it... i m just hopping and praying you'll like it... i cant wait for june 13... but will find out then...