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My minds made up....
not going to change or even intend to look back at my decision...
been let down time and time again by the people i trust...
enough is enough la....
it has not been a one time event that has lead to my decision but its been many occasions.
i feel trapped ...
i'm not enjoying as much as i used to...
i used to love it but now...
its just gone ...
i tired to find back...
for moments i did but u all just let me down again...
but u know at least i can thank GOD knowing i have such a great IC enyun...
she's always very updated about me....
she's not like the others....
she's a person i can pour my hearts out to...
WHO ELSE CAN I GO TO??..
YOU"RE ALL SO FAKE...
i cant keep going just to keep u happy ...
sometimes i hate it....
you're forcing it...
HOW I FEEL IS NOT HOW U THINK I M ok....

well just know when i leave...
i will just wash my hands off everything...
one day i disappear...
you know i m not coming back anymore....
yea u can call me but i wont pick up...
visit me and i'll close my door...
we'll just be friends but i wont come back...
never will i open my heart to u all again....
disappointment...
u can just talk behind my back for all u guys want...
LIKE WHT U ALL ALWAYS DO...
its tooo late for a change now....

yes i still love him....
but my hearts too cold for u all....
never again...
well i m leaving with her...
i guess it was a mistake to bring her huh....
there's not happy ending....
sick and tired of being invincible...
in the whole process i found out the hard way who is with me through thick or thin..
don bother to ask yourself wht u all done...
i wont explain...
i will only pick up certain calls...
other than that u know I DESPICE U....

for a minute just look around and think why are we leaving....
is numbers so important....
2 weeks i'll be gone trust me...
i don know where i'll will be going yet...
surely not going back...
let down to the point that i cant keep forgiving...
i cant just stand aside knowing i dont like wht u are doing....
(only a few people know wht i m talking about, if u know pls keep it to yourself, i trust you.)we'll still be able to hang out...


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