i dont know man...i m very dissappointed in certain things and in ppl ....guess i set my expectations too high or i also dont know....was very dissappointed yesterday be the cell group.....i don wana mention much but..i feel that the love in the cell group is dying everybody is so engrossed with their own things....they come as and wen they one ...i feel thAT we must be accountable lar......
anyway i m jus gona gif up on the gal i like ......i gona be hard but yes i m gona do so.....i jus wana focus myslef on my studies dan the rest come later lar.....anyway i guess i wont stand a chance lar but i will invite her to church lar k ...... dam it i must be more positive .....cos like alot of ppl visit my blog...so now my blog must be happy no more emo lar.....jus wishfull Influctutuation on my part
for the last time before i let go...i jus wana say i love u so much.....dam it i know i m gona regret abt this but heck lar k i must be freaking happy..*_- not much happiness in my life though .... anyway i m thinkin if i should still do my project ....