hey readers...i just came back from bbQ jus now at chuan teng's house... although only me and shao xiong turned up... cos mr.neo jin hua was being a pussy....cant wait kan chiong... but anyway he's not the point.... i really feel super motivated to study now...
shao xiong will be my studying buddy man/.... anyway i ready made up my mind liao.... jus now during the bus ride home....i planned out what i wanted to do next time ..as in my life.. i m going to set targets that i can aim for...
after i finish my o levels....i plan to get abt 5 points a1 for el,maths,sciences,d&,geog,ss--- b3 mt i wanna work for a business person or company.... dam i will go poly and do aerospace engineering...ace my course and dan stright after i will set up a company...i m not sure yet but it depends on the market and the consumer's needs and also if there is a market in singapore... while doing that i will go to University of CAMBRIDGE to further study ... by 25 i will make my first million from my company dan wen i come back i will go do my ns in the air force at the age of 26 i will marry krystal and we will get married at 2 places one in states and one in dubai.... after i finish my ns i wanna be a pilot for a commercial jet maybe sg airlines by then i will expand my business and migrate to states to stay...and i plan to settle down there....
but its are my aim in life....so thats why i really really wana work towards its... i know what i want in life.... anyway tomorro is my el N levels oral exams.... pls pray for my pls...i wana ace this
anyway i have decide to announce that i will no longer be up dating or using the com...for a simple reason to focus on my studys....
me and shong plan liao.... monday-friday after d&t ask mr teo to teach us maths sat find miss goh to teach physics sunday- find miss su to teach chem....
seriously i need to start now...
anyway yesterday was serene's 21st bday... so photo updates .... arhh cant upload the pics lar...never mind..
anyway its kindoff late now...going to sleep liao good nite... lennard
i just read a story from ... SomeonE's blog... seriously heart warming ... i just realized how it super important to really go and treasure stuff STUFF that we really care about... even t]he people around u... u will never treasure something until u have lost something so close to your heart...
its been 4 days since i last seen her or even texted her... and its 2 weeks since she logged on to friendster.... i mean it hard.... i messaged her but ...no reply... WHY WHY WHY was it something i have done....?
and its fucking irritating for me right now...to hear u guys fucking say her... dam it...is it even funny at all? seriously what if i said that about your mom... would u like it? seriously bitch think before u say stuff.... i totally don need stupid stuff like this... like seriously i never even commented on u guys before...pls think before u use words.... i need to cool of man....
seriously i had enough from this shitty world k... like screw yourself... i don even wana give a dam about it.... i SERIOUSLY HATE LAST MINUTE STUFFS had enough from Church ,family and friends...
seriously i don even feel what love u all talk about in cell group... this is like a church lar k.... don contradict yourself rite now i m so wateva about it... NO ONE CARES PLS ... talk so much about the caring system... but is it even in place...? for is it only meant for the friends...not members? totally i m gona not care now....
anyway i found out that having a boyfriend/girlfriend is like the hottest topic now that people love to talk about heard like 2 people discussing about it on the train and bus alot of time liao....
k i m gona sign off now... leave u guys to ponder over what i have said lennard,
tired ..tired and more tired... but anyway i just decided to blog? (from now onwards i will try to use proper English) anyway i just came back from having dinner with my grandparents and my mother's older sister... but before that i went to the IT fair... serious i went there...like wanting to get... a new mouse, ipod, new phone, new camera but seriously i only got the mouse.... seriously its dam freaking pack pls....
anyway yea enjoy the song... its a short post.. lennard
hEY THERE ♥мǻήŅđ♥™.... i m so sorrie i stood u up.... Like from the bottom of my heart... but seriously i hope u r not pissed or angry with me.... seriously talk to me k .... so at least i know u r okie.... i know i promised to be there ...but yea
kindoff pissed with myself though.... but yea give me another chance ... we can still go swimming anytime... ring me up k ....u have my number
i just came back*_- i m not exactly in the right mood now pls some STUFF jus freaking spoilt my mood ... like seriously i hate last minute stuff k...just tell me earlier lar why cant u just tell me like earlier honestly don't freaking make my panic lar ITS DAM SHITTY like seriously i just came back from having dinner with my mummy and sis at bugis FREAKIng no mood now k...... DAM STUPID AIya i m gona wash my hands off such stuff liao.... SUPER PISSED
heck about it liao.... i ain't gona not remember about it liao lar... anyway yea i m having WYZ youth camp next week... like so fast can... anyway i will be gone for 3 days so yea and also my plan of going out with val, han wee and koon fai is spoilt cos there is a prayer meeting lar.... we planned to go eat, slack , watch movie and shop
also i will be having my quadrathon this Sunday on the 8th anyone intrested in going down to support me? its like 8 in the morning a Tampines.... seriously don't let the distance stop u from going down to support me yea anyway yea u can also fellowship with me lar... jus tag me or even call me(that includes u too manndy if u r reading) aiya very sian lol seriously.... i did not get to join the Adidas ultra marathon ....lol
YEA AND ALSO I WILL BE EMBARKING ON A 21 DAYS FASTING ACTUALLY IT STARTED LIAO PLS PRAY FOR ME YEA.....LOVE U ALL
anyway PICTURE UPDATES
Decideed to be random and take picture of my CHAO TA fingers