i m OFFICIALLY working now... at my dad's company ... i get to eat ice cream everyday.... play and basically just SLACK... my colleague sitting beside me is kindoff cute..:) after all she is formally from CHIJtp so yea... so is also super smart... but its not abt her lar....
i still stick to my first impression of working:FUN ... seriously i don care how u all feel but its super fun to work lar... i get to meet different types and kindoff people lar... and i m treated like a king over there lar.... i get to eat loads of food... and the kind aunties over there buys me breakfast every morning so its... KINDOFF COOL lar....
Anyway i have been contemplating for a long time already..... and i feel enough is seriously ENOUGH lar... I M SICK AND TIRED OF PLANNING THINGS FOR U GUYS.... AND U GUYS ARE NOT EVEN THE LEAST GRATEFUL... I M SERIOUSLY TIRED OF U GUYS CURSING ME WHEN I CANT MAKE IT... I SERIOUSLY FEEL ENOUGH IS ENOUGH...
I CALLED U FRIENDS BECAUSE I TRUST AND CARE FOR U GUYS.... BUT WHEN I CANT MAKE IT...I FEEL THAT U AS MY FRIENDS SHOULD UNDERSTAND I M NOT THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WHO ALLWAYS BACKS OUT IN THE LAST MINUTE... ITS WAS NEVER ME AT ALL.... U GUYS CLAIM U KNOW ME..... BUT I DONT THINK SO NOW..... I THINK I HAVE TOLERATED ENOUGH.... ITS COMES TO A POINT WHERE I FEEL ...I M BETTER OFF WITHOUT U GUYS IN MY LIFE I HAVE PLANNED SO MANY OUTING FOR U ALL... I ALWAYS AVAIL MYSELF TO YOU ALL .... BUT THIS IS THE WAY U TREAT ME.... I M NOT ASKING FOR ACCEPTANCE... I WAS WANT U GUYS TO RESPECT ME AND MY SCHEDULE.... YES I DONT MIND TREATING U GUYS.... BUT WHEN I THINK OF IT AT THE END OF THE DAY... ITS NOT WORTH IT..... ALL THE GOSSIPS..AND CURSES ARE ENOUGH...SERIOUSLY I FEEL THAT I HAVE SACRIFICED ALOT FOR U GUYS... CAN U SAY ...I HAVE NOT BEEN TRUE TO MY WORDS.... "NO" COS THIS FEW YRS I HAVE AVAILED MYSELF TO U .... I DONT FEEL APPRECIATED AT ALL LAR.... U KNOW I HAVE LOADS OF THINGS TO TELL U GUYS... BUT WHEN I COME TO THINK ABT IT ... I DONT EVEN THINK I WANT TO.... I M SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOUR ATTITUDE...
SOMETIMES I FEEL SO LONELY ... I CANT EVEN TURN TO ANY OF U GUYS AT ALL.... U GUYS SIMPLY CANT BE SERIOUS AT ALL.... NOT EVERY THING TO YOU IS A JOKE LAR..... U GUYS ARE SO SARCASTIC THAT IT IS STARTING TO DISGUST ME LAR.... ALL THE COMPLAIN IS ENOUGH.....
I M UTTERLY DISSAPPOINTED IN THE WAY U GUYS TREAT MATTERS....AND I M DUSGUSTED IN ALL OF YOUR ATTITUDE.... STOP BEING A FAKE FRIEND U IDIOTS....
i m gona turn in now... tag me if u have something to say k.... of if u feel unhappy that i m referring to u tag as well.... U WILL KNOW IF I HATE U IF I DONT REPLY YOUR TAG....