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10:22 AM



hey guys...
its been a long time every since i blog...
well i cant say long but its been weeks i guess...
anyway u will notice something different abt this post huh...
normally before every post i'll put a picture...
but for this post i'll pass ...
cos i cant find any nice pictures...

anyway this few months have been very tiring for me...
i have been waking up early this past few days...
and coming home super late like at 1 am in the morning..
u can roughly understand:)
anyway i just realised i have been spending alot....
i spent abt 900 so far...seriously
i been doing alot of shopping recently :)
4 tops cost me 500 plus lar....
and i m going to get a prada shoes...
im thinking it would cost 600 plus...:)
oh man over indulgence on brands....

i m so contented :)
anyway i m lost in thoughts...
blog soon:)
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12:13 AM




hey faithful people...
i m so super ultra high now....
wowooooo
i finally got my Christian audigier shirt today...althought it was still 200 plus...
but money well spent...
i also got like a top from SMET and HARD 8 lol....
super ex...but i like...
will take picture.s...
i m challenged to get more...haha
stop me pls:)
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8:13 AM



if only u could feel how i feel...
baby i miss you
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9:54 PM




i aint OKIE...RAWR...
Working today was rather slack....
left office at 4.45 instead of 5.30...
i don care anymore...
plus my boss went off...
and besides i had nothing to do...

i m still at the point where...love seems kindoff blur now...
i know how i feel inside...
but i cant express it...
words just cant carry the weight of my feeling...
i need a place to release my inner emotions...
the REAL me...
i Need to run until i m lost ..
i need a new love...
a REAL LOVE...
i wana go back to my FIRSt lOVE...
i m tired of just constantly running away from the reality i m facing...
i dont wana quit nor even back down...
i wana win so badly...
i wish u could feel how erupted i m ...
i m on the VERge...

if only i could say i love you once again...
its to late...i wana cry i wanna run...
i hate myself for hurting u ...
if only i had a second chance...
i might work out for us...
u wont have to even leave at all....
we could be right where we are...
just you and me...
you and me
you and me
....
if only if only
i could turn back time...
i wanna stay with u ...
every corner i turn just sucks...
i need u right here in singapore...
i cant hear u or feel u...
i need u badly....
so much...

i wanna know how u are doing in the middle of your day...
not in the morning or even in the night...
i wan a change...
but sometimes i just cant imagine anymore...
maybe its because i m just too disappointed...
i feel like shit internally....
how u feel abt me...matters alot
how i feel is not how u would feel...
why m i constantly like this?...

i just wish u are here to be with me...
to even chat on the phone...
to even sms me
to even email me
to even msn me...
but sadly not anymore...
u have changed ...
private profile i m just so lock up away from your world...
i need to know wht is going on...
i wanna wake up for this...
i wanaa wake up to see U...

baby how i miss ya

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9:06 PM




Everything around me has taken a huge toll on me...
i m physically and emotionally...stretched...
seriously i cant pretend nothing has happen..
i m just numb to it...
i'd rather enjoy life dan even probe into it..
i m riding into a monsoon..
i m just so tired of running away from the problem...
its time to face up....
running away is not gona be part of me FROM NOW ON ...
i just thank GOD for the cool people he placeed around me...
to even hear my crap...:)
W414 is not just any number

anyway i m kindoff lost in love...
i dont understand...
i m so lost in the relationship....
she changed so much....
i m starting to not know her anymore...
she has changed....
maybe i have too...
i m so madly in love with her...
i don know wht is going through her mind...:(
i wish she could feel how..i feel
long distance relationships are dam hard to keep...
now i know:(
right now i m counting doing the days when she will come back again...
its gona be so long....
but still i shall...
its hard but i know...
its hard for me to even think abt her daily...
i wanna grow old with her...
she is the one ..i just know it...
its the special feeling...
instant connection...

anyway i shall end on this note :)
i will leave u all to contemplate on this: are u happy with your current life?


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11:23 PM




i m so TIRED....
but i m really glad i m working in dad's company...
the pay's not bad plus i really get to slack lar...
really nothing much to do lol....
i m supposed to start work at 8.30 AM but i will stroll in at 9 plus ....
cos all of them do it...plus i m special lar...
anyway my boss is kindoff bitchy lar....
talk so loud....
but i really still find working Fun pls....
i get paid to eat ice cream, slack and go for 2 hours lunch break...
haha....not to mention the fact that i always lunch-IN with all HOTTIES f the company....
i m always the lucky Guy ...but thats beside it...

anyway i only sleep sometimes n work lol....
its not called skiving or slacking....
its simply called DESERVED REST....

anyway cos today i was so sleepy...
i went all the way to hereen to get a cup of starbucks...
(its the 4 cup this week :))
yea and its was like 4 plus coming to 5 ...
yea and i got myself a venti size cherry mocha...
its one of the lastest drink...quite nice.. lar
anyway i love the cup designs...

k back to the main point...
i left work at 5 .15 with my cup of drink almost half empty....
i was feeling kindoff funky so i decided to take 190 home...cos i thought for a change...why not...
yea and the bus came...so i bored..and i kena chased down by the uncle...
cos of my drink....

was wondering if i placed my drink in the given paper bag..would it have been allowed....
i mean wht is the diff lar...
u still bring the drink up the bus ..rite...
its kindoff stupid lar...
its not like i have butter fingers pls...
really wasted my time lar...
and not to mentions i missed 3 190 busses lol....
IDIOT pls...
anyway yea...LEAVE A TAG IF U AGREE WITH ME ABT MY POINT ABT THE PAPER BAG okie:)
much loved...

i love u people...christmas is coming soon....
i m going ed hardy shopping with sui jin next week...
haha i m so excited....

cant wait...
lennard


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12:44 AM




hey babes...hotties...handsome...pretty :)
i m back :)
haha i just came back from sentosa ...
so super fun lar..
i wana go there and club...super hotties...
wooooo
i love its...i just wana club the whole nite way there....
i love hot chicks:)
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