Everything around me has taken a huge toll on me... i m physically and emotionally...stretched... seriously i cant pretend nothing has happen.. i m just numb to it... i'd rather enjoy life dan even probe into it.. i m riding into a monsoon.. i m just so tired of running away from the problem... its time to face up.... running away is not gona be part of me FROM NOW ON ... i just thank GOD for the cool people he placeed around me... to even hear my crap...:) W414 is not just any number
anyway i m kindoff lost in love... i dont understand... i m so lost in the relationship.... she changed so much.... i m starting to not know her anymore... she has changed.... maybe i have too... i m so madly in love with her... i don know wht is going through her mind...:( i wish she could feel how..i feel long distance relationships are dam hard to keep... now i know:( right now i m counting doing the days when she will come back again... its gona be so long.... but still i shall... its hard but i know... its hard for me to even think abt her daily... i wanna grow old with her... she is the one ..i just know it... its the special feeling... instant connection...
anyway i shall end on this note :) i will leave u all to contemplate on this: are u happy with your current life?