i sick and tired of doing the same routine every single week... makes me irritated... it's so pressuring to see u guys week after week.. i have been spending so much money this season... and i just realized dad's company is running into financial problems... i m dam tired of this shit la... everyday is getting worst ...
tada..lennard's new shirt... flown in from the US:) 0 comments
Saturday, January 24, 2009
12:44 PM
school's been great for me... i m kindoff stressed but its just the beginning i just hope i made the right choice ...
i m devastated,blown away and swept of my feet... i just found out something.... i wanna go to her now... wanna be by her side.... i pray that GOD will take her though this tough period in her life.... i know 's gona be alrighty.... GOD mend her broken heart... i know that she's gona let go of it and smile :) 0 comments
Sunday, January 18, 2009
11:48 PM
tears flooding me eye... let downs after let down... its affects me so much... i m just sick of it... when u come home i just cant express how much i want to talk to you ... but i dont know how to... i need you around me... i m tired of being alone.... i fell so DAM trapped my world is so dark now.... i'm so lost.... can u be a good father and guide me please ....
i wanna SCREAMMMMM so loud... i m so stressed ..... i'm listening to worship song now... i just wanna cry... cos i know GOD will never let me down.... 0 comments
Sunday, January 11, 2009
11:34 AM
i feel really all alone now... i dont know why this sudden feeling.... all alone at home just suck... this few days and a few certain events that took place in my life has certainly got me contemplating hard and long.... some events has really got me down and thinking so much... some times i feel i have lost track in my life.... everything has been blurred away... these clouds and thunderstorm seem to haunt me....
i m hard pressed... stuck in this junction of finding my true identity... its this wht i want...NO i want so much more in my life....
i miss you.... cant u hear me... read my mind... feel my heartbeat... i'll give up the whole world for you alone... 9 more days... to your big day... i'm sending u my love in a teddy bear... its gona cost me alot... but you're worth it... i m just hopping and praying you'll like it... i cant wait for june 13... but will find out then...
sec 5 has been a blast for me... as in very relaxx la...
anyway i really dont know wht to write about... anyway i shall just update for fun:) 0 comments
Friday, January 2, 2009
10:42 PM
lennard's so excited la.... today he had lunch with ashley isham..as in seriously seat on the same table and talk kind... i swear i m not lying pls... he was carrying a purple tods handbag... dam chio pls...anyway he's really kind la... my mom knows him...dont ask me how but i just found out today only:)wahaha