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8:42 PM

How come the one i wanted to
share my dreams with,
took my dream from me.

Don't make the same mistake I did.
Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving,
because one day you'll wake up from that anger,
and the person you love will be gone.

There is one pain I often feel which
you will never know because
it is caused by the absence of you.

Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...it might have been.

Who do you turn to when the only person
who can stop you from crying
is the one who is making you cry?

I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?

The part that hurts me the most,
is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love
you have and knowing it will never be returned.

Its hard to pretend you love someone when
you don't but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.

How do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start
because everything I do reminds me of you.

first dates are awkward,
first kisses are heavenly,
first loves irreplaceable,
first heartbreaks are unforgettable

RAWRRR:)
happy sia ....dont know why...
my run last sunday was dam GOOOOOOOD
*i like* its fun once in a while to reall push yourself ...
yea so completed 10 km in 30 plus mins after that went to shower with pritpal...
then mr song dropped us off at bedok ..had mac and then
we went to watch angels and demon....
its reaally a nice show if u haven seen it...5 out of 5 stars..
GRRR my muscles are aching real bad...
you're on my mind the whole time....
its like fun to lead people around like tour guide...
so i know you're having fun plus staying in your hostel:)
i cant wait to see u again:)

l;ennard
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1:01 AM



Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

You are always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

todays a bad day...:(

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9:26 PM



TODAYS A GREAT DAY.....
ENDED EXAMS TODAY....WOWOWOWOW
PA-RTYYYY TIMe....:)
i like i like alot alot ...
anyway went out today to run some errands....
went out with samual and his friend....
super cool peeps to go out with....
i m always entertained :)
i love going out....
cant wait for my run on the 24TH wowowowowowowo
i wanna go fishing eat satay drink stufff.....
interested ?

*i cant wait to go out with u again*

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4:08 PM



i'm not alright....
i'm so tired of all that is going on around me....
mum's sick and dad's in hospital....
i cant just pretend that i m alright.....
i'm leaving...once and for all....
maybe i should have done that years ago...
i'll return what ever i owe to u.....
after that its over.....i'd be gone.....



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9:49 PM



Tired as in DAM TIRED as in SUPER DOOPERULTRA TIREd
BLOODY KICK ASS TIRED
ya this few week STINKS....
exams sucks....
dam f**** tired of studying seriously....
PISSED TO THE CORE.....
i just came back from studying ....
SHACKED...i feel like sleeping but i cant...
maths paper 2 is just tomorrow...
dam stressed.....
like a ticking time bomb...
my vessels are going nuts....
today met samuel and his friends today to go study...
first we met at jurong east at 1 headed towards vivo....
studied at starbucks for like 2 hrs....
before we headed to SMU to study :)
met one of daddy's company the student:)
sat there and mug for like 2 hours plus....
and i seriously did nothing but chiong maths
dam sick of it....
tmr's maths plus amaths....
DOUBLE COMBO FOR GOING RETARDED
decided tmr amaths to sleep and do facial mask...:)
going to bring a pillow and the face mask thingy:)
enjoy life and slack there for 2 and a half hour:)
totally broke....i feel like vomitting now....
sick man...DIE


anyway pray for my dad...
came back already ...
celebrated his birthday on Sat...
and he's staying here currently
went for a op today....
he's not feeling good....:(
he's warded....
F********** dam irritated now.....
he's back and then wht the crap man....
cant be a better time huh.....
ROAR i just wanna start jogging nw....
i need to relieve stress......
so many things happening....

*i cant tell u how much u mean to me*
lennard

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10:18 AM




No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

i kind off like what this says.....:)
anyway i had a fine evening with her yesterday:)
i don't know why but we were both dam tired yesterday:)
and her little pinkie was hurting but she still made an effort to walk around with me:)
will not tell u much what we did but ....
were ate alot....like really alot :p
she was like can we go to a place with aircon? *cute face*
she suggested mac but i suggested apple strudel:)
so yea we went there to eat...
she had a mango strudel i had a strawberry strudel...
sat there for a long time talking:)
after that we just left and we just started walking:)
somehow we ended up at the cinema area....
sat there and started talking:)
i like totally....
she's cool la......

anyway i shall end here:)
remember to wish your dearest mummy happy mothers day yea:)
lennard


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2:46 PM




today's a nice day...Don't you think so?
or perhaps i m just happy good moodie:)
finally its the end of the week huh...
its been a very tiring week for me...
staying up to 1 am plus just to chiong and cram loads of information into my brain...
but its been a really fruitful week...
sometimes i just love studying:)
apart from the slacker you guys know me as....

anyway Wednesday was a superdooperultramega fun day for me:)
after my paper i just chiong home to change and freshen up....
went out with Melinda the whole day....
she's a super dooper nice girl to go out with la...
but she the sweetest too....
she ended school at 11 i guess, but she waited for me for all my papers to end like abt 3 hours :)
isn't that the sweetest thing...
ok back to the day...
i was supposed to meet her last last week to go watch seventeen again...but i stood her up cos i cant make it down in time...
so we met on wed to go watch seventeen again at cineleasure....
before we went to catch the show...we had lunch+ dinner at kfc....
cos she had craving to eat chicken:) although she already had chicken rice in her school.
she was cute too the max la ...it took her 2 million years to finish her food....
anyway after eating we got our tickets and popcorn....
we sat at the couple seats:)
after the movie we went over to paragon starbucks to study...
i was complaining to her how much i wanted to seat on the couch ...
then she just went retarded and called me swine....LOL
anyway we left around 9 plus...
took mrt to her house thenshe alighted cos her mom was fetching her....
lol and yea continued the ride home alone....
most fun day.:)

anyway i have a video in youtube its about me hanging at the staircase...wht we do when we sneaked out of class.....

kudos...
lennard
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