i aint OKIE...RAWR... Working today was rather slack.... left office at 4.45 instead of 5.30... i don care anymore... plus my boss went off... and besides i had nothing to do...
i m still at the point where...love seems kindoff blur now... i know how i feel inside... but i cant express it... words just cant carry the weight of my feeling... i need a place to release my inner emotions... the REAL me... i Need to run until i m lost .. i need a new love... a REAL LOVE... i wana go back to my FIRSt lOVE... i m tired of just constantly running away from the reality i m facing... i dont wana quit nor even back down... i wana win so badly... i wish u could feel how erupted i m ... i m on the VERge...
if only i could say i love you once again... its to late...i wana cry i wanna run... i hate myself for hurting u ... if only i had a second chance... i might work out for us... u wont have to even leave at all.... we could be right where we are... just you and me... you and me you and me .... if only if only i could turn back time... i wanna stay with u ... every corner i turn just sucks... i need u right here in singapore... i cant hear u or feel u... i need u badly.... so much...
i wanna know how u are doing in the middle of your day... not in the morning or even in the night... i wan a change... but sometimes i just cant imagine anymore... maybe its because i m just too disappointed... i feel like shit internally.... how u feel abt me...matters alot how i feel is not how u would feel... why m i constantly like this?...
i just wish u are here to be with me... to even chat on the phone... to even sms me to even email me to even msn me... but sadly not anymore... u have changed ... private profile i m just so lock up away from your world... i need to know wht is going on... i wanna wake up for this... i wanaa wake up to see U...